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Going to New Zealand

Going to New Zealand

Happy Easter! I know, it’s be another long time since an update. I’ll keep this one short and add more later.

I’m taking 6 weeks off of work (a Easter miracle in itself!) and will be going to New Zealand. An amazing stroke of luck has given me this time off, so I’m going to go enjoy it and then return to the mundane work-a-day world when I get back. I’ll be gone from April 19th – May 30th. The plan is to rent a car, and drive through both the north and south islands. I’ve got a rough itinerary down, and now I’m getting it more solidly planned. Hopefully I’ll be updating this blog and maybe opening a flickr account to make my picture updates easier.  I also went out and dumped a ton of money into a Canon 5D. Yes, the 5D is the first really ‘affordable’ full-frame digital SLR (aka full-frame at less than $8000). I’ve only been using it a few days, but it is so amazing. Now I have all the glass from my expensive lenses back (as opposed to the EF-S style cropped sensor).  I’ll be taking that baby along with me and you’ll be seeing the results of those photos during my trip.

Yes!

Yes!

Ohhhh, this is awesome.Ever wonder what all those folks with the Chinese/Cantonese/Japanese/etc tattoos say? What about the characters stickered on the side of the kids rice-burner?  If you think the English translations of assembly directions for your Korean made VCR were indecipherable or hilariously badly translated – just check this out. This guy has a blog that has the REAL translations of these things. I was laughing silly by some of them until I realized that these folks are stuck with these things FOREVER.

http://www.hanzismatter.com

Long time – so it’s quick

Long time – so it’s quick

I know, I know. I’ve been really bad about the blog updates.

Short summaries: went home for Christmas – awesome trip. Got to see my friends and family – but it was too short. Came back, got the flu and was in bed for 4 days straight and I’m just now getting over it all.  Went snowboarding twice and that was fun – it’s nice to have snow again. Work is going well and I’ve been offered a full-time position with the group I’m working with. Still doing a lot of contemplation and work on my personal and spiritual growth. The last few months have gone very well and I really appreciate all your prayers and the support.

God is still working, active, and we’re doing a lot of good work together. The ultimate vocational destination isn’t clear just yet; but that’s OK because it’s clear we’re working on the questions I need to answer before being ready. Hmmmm, what else. Things are going well overall. Weather’s been really rainy and things are flooding around here. Not too bad yet; but more rain is coming. I’ve been contemplating a site re-design to add comments to the blogs. I might be making a foray into more javascripting and/or web database coding. Always been curious about that. Also, I want to change the gallery layout so that you can get bigger/smaller pictures depending on your screen resolution. Will be investigating that a little more.

New Apartment

New Apartment

I have my new apartment set up about 70% and I have pictures up of the place (check them out in the photo journals section). I have a great roommate from Canada, and just got most of my stuff moved up in my room. I’ve been unpacking and tossing lots of stuff. We’re in the process of getting furniture and stuff for the living room.It’s amazing what you can get used! But best of all I now have a real address and a real phone number. Living out of boxes for the last 6 months has shown me how nice it is to have a place you can really call ‘home’. Email me if you want my new address and phone number.

For those who haven’t heard…

For those who haven’t heard…

I think I’ve let everyone know at this point; but for those that I haven’t – here’s the update.

After a lot of discernment work with my spiritual director and formation director, I have decided to take some time off from seminary. This was a decision reached after a full year of discernment and hours of daily reflection. Both my spiritual and vocation directors have supported this decision and think that I’m doing the right thing. The reasons for my departure/hiatus boils down to some concerns that I have about my readiness and calling to the priesthood. I went to the seminary knowing that there were things I needed to answer before I would be ready. With God’s grace palpably present in my life, I have made unbelievable growth and progress in spiritual and emotional maturity.  Yet I find that there are still a few big concerns that I have about my direction and growth that tell me I need to resolve them before I could honestly continue.

It was something I talked long and hard about – with my directors and with God. My struggle comes from knowing that complete freedom and complete honesty are required in giving oneself in a vocation like marriage or the priesthood – and I was still lacking in some of that freedom. I take my leave in good standings with my diocese and would be able to return without difficulty in the future if it becomes clear I should do so.

At the moment, I took a contracting position with my old employer – Intel – to allow me the freedom to do my discernment. I’ve currently got a place in NW Portland that I’ll be moving into this week.

I know this may be a shock for some of you – but I can assure you this letter finds me in a very happy place emotionally/spiritually, and continuing my growth in God as much as it ever has. Doors have opened for this work to happen, and I feel that this is where/what God wants for me to be doing. My spiritual director said something very wise to me after we had read the signs and I decided to take the leave. He said, “Put a bookmark in this chapter of your life. Put it on the shelf and work on your growth and maturity in Christ. If it is supposed to open again – it will.” I put the bookmark in and put it back on the shelf. Now I continue my growth and prayer to let time and grace do the rest…

First day on the job

First day on the job

Yeah, the first day in the bit mines is always the hardest.

You get up hours before dawn and only the hint of morning light is breathing in the eastern sky. The air is crisp and cold – burning the lungs and numbing the fingers.  As each person shuffles in from their homes through the main gates – each one carrying the hardened skin, dull eyes, and protective gruff in their voice earned over years of watching friends and relatives hurt, broken or buried alive in these mines.

The new kid joins the others with wild eyes of expectation flashing. The older guys try not to pay any attention – but they knew their first days too – so many days ago. Now hardened by the forge of this brutal work, they mutter quiet words of ‘greenhorn’, ‘kid’, and ‘rookie’ under their breath, but don’t make eye contact.

The kid gets squeezed by the crowd of men into a group that has formed an indistinguishable line waiting at the entrance of a scrap-metal elevator.  Twenty get on the post-apocalyptic cage at a time.  The doors scrape and smash shut, and the tired machinery jolts them down through a hole brutally dynamited and violated through bare bit walls.

Nobody talks. You only hear the shuffling of worn shoes speaking to the gravel and the odd cough as that morning cigarette kicks in.  The men disappear into darkened hole with the scrape of metal; the cables popping and grinding as they work like teeth gnashing at bread. The grinding stops, and the process reverses.  The empty elevator crashes to a stop back at the top from the darkness below only minutes later.  It’s like a horrible machine that carries groups of men to be chewed up, and then comes back for more like some sick, demonic conveyor belt.

As the kid gets closer to the elevator, the men push in and he sees their tattered, layered clothes. He sees flannel colors through the holes in their jackets – sometimes all the way down to overalls.  Original colors can barely be discerned by even the most careful observation.  Everything is covered in bit ash, machine grease, sweat and blood wiped from foreheads, fingers, and friends. These are the clothes that have been singed by hell and then brought the occupant back from some Dantian voyage through the 7 circles.

He is pushed forward by the mob of men closest to the rusty cage when it returns from the depths, fresh from dumping its cargo of flesh into the hole.  He smells the electric brine of the raw ore flowing up from the square chasm. He can see through the weld cracks that the shaft disappears unknown hundreds of feet into the sightless depths below. When the doors of the elevator scrape and smash closed, the helmets of the coughing, snorting men sway in unison as they jolt to a start. The kid realizes the gravity of where he is and shudders. This is all blood, sweat, and tears. Blood, sweat and tears…

Wifi PDX

Wifi PDX

As a supplement to my own/private find-a-cool-wifi-location project, there is already a bigger one at work. I noticed that it is missing a number of my favorite spots, but has a huge database, online google maps display that you can click on, comments, etc. You can find it at: http://wifipdx.com

www.kingdomofloathing.com

www.kingdomofloathing.com

Ha ho ho ho! This adventure game is awesome.

I’ve been enjoying playing for a couple of days now. You can sign up for a character and then adventure online (with live chatting) through the Kingdom of loathing – for free!

It’s so much more awesome than Everquest – and less likely to addict you. You only get a certain number of ‘adventures’ (adventure points) each day – which you can play through in about 30 minutes.  This keeps people from getting horribly addicted; and at just the right levels of fun/involvement. All the graphics are badly hand-drawn stick figures. Meat is the currency – not gold. Adventure to Mt. Noob for instruction, challenge the Brotherhood of the Smackdown, find adventure in the haunted pantry, or the dungeon full of dungeons. You must pass a literacy test in order to gain access to the online chat (including knowing the correct usages of their, there, and they’re).

So far I have attacked: a possessed can of tomatoes, undead elbow macaroni, and so forth. But don’t just listen to me, here’s a quote from the game:

“Just outside Cobb’s Knob, you encounter an adolescent Knob Goblin waving a paintbrush around. “Look at me,” he shouts. “I’m an artist! I don’t have a real job! I only listen to bands you’ve never heard of!” Knowing better, you lay the smack down and take the brush, determined to return it to its rightful owner. You acquire an item: pretentious paintbrush”.

How can you go wrong like that?